Nan, i dont really know what to say, i cant begin to discribe how much i miss you. This time last year i didnt even know how i would get through the day, somehow we have carried on but nothing is the same. Its unbelievable how much you being around made a difference to everything, even when im laughing i know i would be laughing harder if you where still here, thats the only way i can discribe it. I love you so much nan, i would do anything to have you back. I dont know if you can see me or not, and i know im not perfect but if you can see me i really hope you are proud of me and i will keep trying to make you proud. Love you and miss you always.Clo xxxx