Nan, I cant believe its two years already, I thought it would get easier but it still hurts just as much, and it absolutely kills me that Cailtin will never get to meet you. There is still a big gaping black hole in our lives without you that nothing can fill, and it is going to be so horrible not having you there for Mums wedding, I know you would have been so happy to see how happy she is, and we will all miss you so much. I just hope wherever you are you are happy and peaceful and not looking down on us today all crying over you!!! I love you Nan. It’s been two years now Nana And I miss you even more I have a lovely daughter now Who you never even saw But I’ll make sure she loves you Though you’ll never get to meet I’ll tell her how beautiful you were How loving and kind and sweet I’ll tell her how much fun you were How much you always laughed Like when Larna weed on me When we were in the bath I’ll tell her about the bear hunts And our beloved caravan I’ll tell about Reach For The Stars And you dancing with Gran I’ll tell her about the alien game When Clo was only two And the time you said you’d wet yourself Laughing at Mum and Ju There’s so much more to tell her And I promise that I will I’ll never forget anything about you I love you so much still But most of all I’ll tell her That wherever you are You love her very very much And you haven’t gone too far Even though we cannot see you I know that you’re still there So I’ll make sure Caitlin loves you Cos I know that you love her I love you Nan All my love forever Meg X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X